The End of My Beginning
 (feat: Cara)

 Come with me to my special place
Or from your mind I’ll be erased
I hear those words echoing in my walls
So afraid of the frightening calls

What have you come for, your soul he cries
I look around and he suddenly sighs, 
Only you can choose, I close my eyes so tightly
He puts his lips to my face and kisses me lightly

Young one you must make a decision
But every path I see is just a bleak vision
I’m walking slowly down a narrow hall
Only broken mirrors hanging on the walls
Their dirty reflection distorts my pale face
In them I see my past, starting to erase
Friends and family floating up and away
Deep inside a dark cave of my lost days

I see my heart trying to save my soul
it misses and it crashes to the floor
only to fall apart
This can’t be how my end is supposed to start

Tears of pain pour out my eyes
All these things I see are just broken lies
No, I finally scream
No, This is only a dream
I finally open my eyes 

I see my heart trying to save my soul
it misses and it crashes to the floor
only to fall apart
This can’t be how my end is supposed to start

(spoken) 
I feel my soul escaping and my body shaking violently
My brain sinks deeper and won’t let me see
Slowly I transform into a black dove
I see now that I no longer feel love

All the things I’ve ever known gone into the depths of hell
I hear familiar voices try to warn me and yell
I have made my choice I say 
I drop to my knees and start to pray
This is what I get for dying in sin
I’ll never fucking feel safe again


Lyrics written by: Cara